I almost Made It...

It's been 11 days, I am so close to ending my stint as a single mom, only three (maybe two) nights left and then hubby comes home.  Things have gone well, I've woken up, gone to work, kind of cooked dinner every night....so, you ask, what's wrong?  EVERYTHING!!!  Wouldn't you know, so close to the finish line and I get sick.  And not just the, "Oh, I don't feel good" kind of sick.  I am talking the whole ears stuffed up, nose running and stuffed up, fever, aches, chills....basically, the whole enchilada!  So, while I am rejoicing in the fact that my husband is packing up and getting ready to leave Florida as we speak, I am also feeling very sorry for myself, as I blow my nose for the millionth time and look for lotion to put on my sore, tender snout.

People's Measuring Stick

Everyone has heard of people trying to keep up with the Jones', but what about those that constantly try to compare themselves with others in just everyday life, not with the material things.  Everyone wants everyone elses input on this and that asking, "What do you do?  What is best to do in this or that situation?" and then doing exactly what that person tells you.  What about what you personally think is best?  Is there something wrong with going with your gut, doing what you feel is best?  There is nothing wrong with a little advice now and then, but doing everything exactly how someone else did it may not be the best solution for you.  Be confident in yourself.  Do what you want, what you think is best, and believe me, it will be the best thing for you.  Then no one can tell you that you're doing it wrong!

Three Days Down, Ten More to Go

My hubby made it to Key West, the mast is up, the boat is in the water and at some point he will be chilling poolside, cold beverage in hand, waiting for the regatta to start.....meanwhile, in Annapolis, a cold front came through, it's blowing 25 mph (or more) and it's 40 degrees, not counting the wind chill.  However, I have gotten up both mornings, dressed myself and my child, gotten out the door and to work on time!  Success.  I can do this, only ten more days to go!!!

One Week into the New Year

One week into 2012 and things are picking up.  I have so many things going on I don't think I can keep it all straight.  First of all, work is slammed.  I left work on Friday thinking, "How am I going to get it all done?"  I know I will, but not being able to work on all of the things over the weekend makes me wonder.....but tomorrow is Monday and I will put my nose to the grindstone and "make it work."  What's really on my mind is the fact that my husband leaves on Wednesday for 13 days.  I want to be happy for his that he is going down to Key West Race Week, doing what he loves and opening doors for him with his career; but, I am having a hard time.  Mainly because, while he is off, sailing every day and partying every night, I am here, taking care of all of the responsibilities at home, the kids, my work, the bills, the chores, and wondering how  I am going to do it all by myself.  Again, I know I can, but the thought of it makes me sad and resentful on some level.  How do people do it with spouses that travel all the time for work?  Is it something that you get used to or just live with?  Does it take its toll on your relationship?  If anyone has any words of wisdom, please share!!! 

Back to the Grind

Today is my last day of freedom. Tomorrow, it's back to reality.  Work, kids, school, chores, etc. etc. etc.  And this year I have resolved to find more time for myself, be a little "selfish", if you wish.  For two years I have put my life on hold for the wants and needs of others.  The "needs" are my kids, and that's a given.  The "wants" are my husband's.  So, this year, I am going to take back a little bit.  I need to exercise (who else makes this a resolution every year?) and lose 15 pounds, I want (and need) to get my haircut more often and get my eyebrows waxed on a more regular basis, and I need at least one day every other week to myself.  I need (yes, this is a need, not a want) to be able to spend some time by myself.  After two years, I feel that I am deserving of a little "me" time....is this too much?  Here's to 2012!